This is my first post and to be honest I'm not sure what to wright so i thought I'd let some words flow through a poem about how I've been feeling over the last couple of months.
Red Light
It happened again last night, i felt the rage, i saw the red light,
i drove myself to where my body said no, then to where my mind refused to follow,
i feel it now, the pain of my sins breaking through my body,
they are my aces, my pains, my scars and my proof,
i bare them with pride, i bare them with strength,
I'm losing my mind and it's the best feeling in the world,
i think of them, i think of her,
the lights come back, i lose control,
by arms go tense, my mind goes black,
i wander dead streets on dead nights,
i know why I'm here I'm looking for a fight,
i close my eyes the red comes back,
i open them again and see the destruction of my sins
I've been going through a tough period in my life at the moment and i seem to be coming out the other end now. It still hurts and in my opinion it probably always will. But we live with our decisions and all we can do hold up our heads grit our teeth and keep fighting.
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